My first step out--

This is my first step out into creating a happier life for myself.  Days before these pictures I realized for real this time, that I was the only one that could make myself happy.  It wasn't my husband's job, and it wasn't my son's job either.  I really wanted to go to Winter Wonderland at our local park.  You walk through the park and they have decorated the park with all kinds of lights.  Santa is there, they sell cookies and cocoa- there's even a large music timed light show at the end.  It's so fun.  However, my hubby doesn't like it.  We've gone before, but I always feel rushed because I know he's not enjoying himself.  So to begin my new year 2016 being a bit more selfish and take care of myself better, I announced I was going to the Winter Wonderland.  My husband was shocked, but he was happy that I would go.  When it came time to leave, he was really shocked that I was actually going through with going by myself.  I had invited my son days before but he said no.  When he saw that I was actually going to go, he asked ME if he could come.  He was a pretty good partner to go with even though he refused to go visit Santa or even go in the building with him.  We ate cookies, we sipped cocoa, we had a great time.  He walked a little faster than I wanted, but he waited for me to catch up.  Then this happened--

Under the last light tunnel he agreed to a selfie with Mom!!  He tries to act tough but I know secretly he was having a great time.  I haven't decided if I'll go again this year.  Maybe I'll go truly alone this time.  When I got home Eric asked me if we had a good time.  Yes, we did.  It was an awesome first step into reminding myself to do things for myself-- and that I'll never regret it. 

Until next time......