I'm off work today and tomorrow. I'm excited to have a day alone tomorrow. Well, Ashton will be home but he spends a lot of time by himself in his room or down the road at his friends house. Eric hasn't worked much this week which I enjoy but I also need some space to myself. I think I need to plan a day trip on my own. It's been so stinking hot I haven't felt like going anywhere since I don't have A/C in my car. But I absolutely need to go somewhere on my own. I don't know what I'm going to do yet, but I need it. Even if I just go for a drive on some back roads- taking pictures- some space to breathe and settle into my own.
I'm off for four days straight next week and I know that Eric will need to work a lot so I think I'll do something then. I actually want to do more than hole up in the house. I love doing that too but I am becoming interested in getting out and doing stuff again.
It feels good to be moving forward financially again. We still have to deal with some business debt from Carnew but I can deal with it. It doesn't freak me out like it used to. It's numbers. I can have wonderful fun without spending money. I'm enjoying the simple life I have.
I went with Ashton today to fill out a volunteer application. He's applied at two places for jobs but hasn't had any luck yet.
I love my guy.
Until Next Time.
PS- I think I want to try cutting down on my tv time--- I don't know, I really enjoy it but it does make me not want to do other things.
