Saturday, September 3, 2016

2 years and I think I'm getting back on my feet.

Almost 2 years ago my world crumbled.  I lost my grandmother just a week before my 43rd birthday.  Just as I was getting my feet under me a bit my stepdad passed away.  It hit me and I wasn't prepared for the effect it would have on me.  I struggled horribly with depression and severe anxiety.  I barely functioned.  I tried medication but only took one because of bad reactions.  I thought that the dark hole I was in would be my life forever and I essentially gave up. 

2015 was my year of survival.  Now nearly 2 years have passed.  I am finally getting back on my feet.  I am not totally healed but I am way better than before.  I am finally getting to the point where I want to take care of myself again.  I was so depressed and I'm just now seeing how bad I was. 

I'm ready to live again. 

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